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i feel so unfair !!!

it's unfair to think so much of you when you're not missing me at all, to cry when you never shed a tear, to love when you say words that hurt my heart, to live when you breathe for someone else. i don't mind when i get hurt by you. every now and then, my eyes start to water, my heart feels the hurt, and my mind starts to wonder. why?

when he treats the other better than you ..when he doesn't think about you when you needed ,even he ever forget that you always do the best for him ? what do you think ??

well your heart never stop to scream ! but always standing beside him .why?

is it a sacrifice? or you are not being loved? or just an unfair relation ? or ..you just dreaming too much about your wish to make him stand by you as always?

oh i know ..i have being crazy ! if he can answer why ,i would expecting to jump over the building or something that i can scream looouudadn say " YES I GOT YOU ! "

too much ..tooo enough .. too over ..am i survive ? being as unfair girl within so much love  but ain't get nothing ?

if i should wait , should be patient,then answer me .. UNTIL WHEN ???

until i'm totally being a loser ..always be the second .. always being as a super-patient girl ??

am i scared of you ? YES,i'm afraid .

sorry ...but it's too late to make me feel that i'm comfort on you and to make me understand,why you always talking about love when in my heart it's just still a wish.. but yes you know,i still in love ..yes i fell down.

 and you make me more down after this situation ..i hate !

 

 

R I S A U

hingga malam semakin larut
aku masih tak penat juga
menekur jalan yg kita tempuh
sekedar menepis rasa gelisah


walau diri berhias senyum
namun hati tak pernah tentram
dan sering datang perasaan lain
tentang kejujuranmu kepadaku


setinggi apa
kita mampu mendaki
rasa cinta kasih dan kesungguhan


namun bila hati jadi terpisah
beri kepastian
agar ku lebur semua


ku akui kesalahanku
selalu ingin memiliki
dan engkaupun tak pernah terbuka
untuk menghalau segala prasangka